love you? tell me how.
title adapted off a short story.
talked to jo last night after she disappeared to god-knows-where and refused to tell me and scared the living daylights out of me. sis says i wasn't being overly protective or whatever. so there. hello, she called me saying she's home at like, 12:30am?!?! sighh. and cow was like, it's singapore. what could happen. -.- it's still not safe la.
talked about stuff until 2ish, 3 thereabouts. went to sleep cos we had d&d today. during the phone call, i guess certain issues propped up and i'm just deeply unsettled. i don't know, but my value system's something i hold on to more than most things. and when i don't agree with stuff people do, there's bound to be conflict.
and where does one draw the line saying "this is more than i can take"?
i've been thinking - love isn't just about loving one part or aspect of the person. it's not just looks, beliefs, values, or any other single attribute. it's accepting the whole person - flaws, imperfections, and all.
i want to hold on. really. believe me when i say i do. but i don't know if i can.
i guess i'll just pray and let God take control. i have no idea where this is going nor do i know where it's leading. but i know that He has plans for me; plans to prosper me and not to harm me; plans to give me a hope and a future. and in that future, i hope you'll be in it.
that someday it will lead me back to you ;
10:27 PM
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